Thursday, May 05, 2005

just as everyone else comes to noe bout this comedian called russell peters n imitate the kool...lol...scouts did like 2 months ago....me...i m feeling kinda lousy...maybe i m trying too hard...maybe u cant realli control stuff....u cant forget something tht has just left tht lasting impression...its like this good food....once u had a taste....u just want to keep going back for more....eventually...u wish u can make the dish yours....cook it to perfection....i mean thts how u would like it....den u try to cook....u realise tht u can make sandwiches...cook fried rice....bake cheese cake....but den u just cant cook tht food and make it taste as exclusive as it were served to u...maybe things are not meant to be....sigh...or maybe sometimes....u turned on the heat to fast....or maybe...the original or the 1st cook had the x factor....maybe it was the way he did the garnishing....or the way he stirred the ingredients....something u cannot produce....tht food may be long invented and maybe even phased out but it remains on his menu but yet not even on urs...maybe some things are not meant to be....u can put ur heart and soul....but there may not be any yield....too bad...maybe one day...it will happen...maybe its not time yet...or maybe u shud wait for another dish to be inspired by the one above....maybe i hav been cooking a dish tht is beyond my abilities...i guess tht may-be as it's my 16th year....i shud realli study n stop cooking...u hav nvr liked a food dish to much....maybe u shud just send in a commendation for the dish...maybe u can add a tip to remember the day it appeared on the menu...thts all u can do...somethings r not meant to be...one day...he will show wads right for me....'us' are so so complicated....chinese...chinese....chinese....

this is so kool....i just poured out all my feelings n 99 percent of u ppl probably wouldnt noe wad the heck i m talking bout...one things for sure...i can cook fried rice....cheese cake n sandwiches...haha...2 pages for cme test...my entire blog of double meanings and riddles....i m realli cowpoo

|cowpoo| 10:58 PM|

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